Fatigue

"I would rather walk in the dark with God than go alone in the light." Mary Gardiner.
Je suis ici. Standing naked once more
stripped of purpose or will
may it be a temporary abberration
but it's cold
all vices turned to naught
a deep and unyielding boredom
I cannot narrate the cause
It stands within me
this alone
Tis difficult to conquer
the notion that
I cannot seek divinity
Has it turned it's face away from me?
My God, dwells within
The darkness I cannot trust.